From Malcom

Today I went to Navy Pier and the John Hancock observatory. I have been to Navy Pier before when I was younger but it was a little bit different form when I was younger. This time I felt more free because I was by myself and my parents weren't with me to stop me from going where I wanted to. So I just walked around and just kinda looked because there wasn't' much going on, so I just went for the scenery. I really like the Navy Pier scene it's just fun and relaxing, well it's relaxing when no one else is there. If you go all the way to the back of the pier you get a good view of the water. When you turn around you can see the city and all the building. When there all light up it just looks so amazing. They had the rides going but I didn't get on any of them. After I left there I went to the John Hancock Observatory. I don't know why I wanted to go that high but I felt like I had to see what the city looked like. When I got into the building I was a lil nervous about the elevator but who wouldn't be it's ninety-four floors. When I got to the top it was the most amazing thing in the world. I stepped off the elevator and all i saw was water then i went to the left to walk around and see the city. You can see all the stores, an all the little food places around in the area. It's really amazing to look at the city that i've been living in for a year form that high up. And the craziest thing of all is that it's such a beautiful sight of all different kinds of buildings and shapes and sizes, but they all come together as one and make one big piece of art. While I visiting these places I did a lot of thinking about life. I thought about how to be able to see all these great sights in the world whenever I want. I wanted to be able to shop at the stores that I saw form the Hancock building, I just want my own shit and be selfish about it and not let anyone use my stuff. See when I was growing up I had to share everything with my little brother. I would get my own stuff but in the end I had to share with him. I made a big deal out of it then because I was younger but there are still times I just don't want to share. I know it's crazy but I used to hate selfish people but now I see why people would be selfish or some. I'm selfish with my stuff because other people don't respect my stuff either because it's not theres or they just don't care. So after visiting these two places I realized I got to make it in the music business because there just so much that I want and i gotta have no matter what. And there always going to be somebody trying to bring you down or talk about you behind your back. But In the music industry you want people to talk about if they talk about you negative or positive then your doing the right thing and thats what I want. I know that I still have a lot to learn and real life is just beginning and as it goes on i'll learn way more but for me to get where I wanna be I gotta be a selfish person it drives me to go harder than I was.